For a much of the month, I've bounced from acceptance to outrage that I can't seem to get back on the horse. Part of it has been out of my control. With a new infant in my life and the need adjust to a new daytime schedule, I have a good reason for not writing. Then you add the fact that I lose hours at night to a part-time job outside of the house. I have my hands full with adjustments and a loss of prime writing time.
But I cannot say that I am totally out of time. I can find snatches if I try. The truth is that I haven't been as motivated to take those moments and put new words down. There is a component lacking, I think. I feel thin on inspiration and the creativity is flowing at a sluggish pace. I don't want it to be that I'm complaining. Rather, I am making observations about my current state of being.
Maybe, I'm just worn down and I needed this down time. Yet, I hate the lost days on another level. I seem to be of two minds on all of this.
I know other writers go through these times. I know it is about being a little more patient with myself so I can get to a better place so I can return to fiction.
There is a problem with that however: NaNoWriMo is starting in a few days. I honestly wanted to give it a shot this year and see if I can cross that milestone. I've tried and failed to cross the finish line in this writing challenge and I just want to do it for once.
So what do I do, make an announcement here? Make it public? NaNoWriMo means meeting set word counts every day and targeting an immovable deadline. Do I do it?
Heck if I know.
So what do I do, make an announcement here? Make it public? NaNoWriMo means meeting set word counts every day and targeting an immovable deadline. Do I do it?
Heck if I know.
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