The two sides of the writing life can be summed up in the word, "workload." Ideally, you have a consistent workload that keeps you busy and keeps the money flowing. Now, of course, workload can be a daunting subject when you've feel like you've overloaded yourself for the month. In essense, you've created some hefty deadlines for yourself and now you're not sure what the heck you did. Regardless, the work needs to be done. You're a professional, seeking to better your clientele, reaffirm and establish your credibility, and reap the rewards of better paying work and hopefully better volume. That's about it for now. I have my own deadlines to keep and only so much time to get things done in. Later.